无奈，让我学会忍耐； 无聊，让我学会沟通； 无助，让我学会生活； 无知，让我学会宽容。 梦想,带领我实践人生,走向未来! 希望,点燃我魅力之光,幸福人生! A lonely( on feeling of meaning love ) girl who has been dreaming to meet a nice man to be bf and then become husband by this chance. but never have any chance to meet him.... maybe this's my fate. I'm still here waiting for this man ( never know where he is ). maybe he doesn't know internet. that's why we can't connect.... Who Am I ? A female who is 30 age and still never be in loved or in love. one of friend told me that Don't look for man, then men will look for u. if u are looking for him. he will be not coming.... It's right! but shit I'm. I still care his looking, age and tall.... What I did and what I'm doing ? when I was 17age. I need to work. in 3 years, I have done 21st Jobs. every day only slept 5 hours and most of tme 3 jobs per day. but i was not lonely before, because I had plan and times was so useful for me. I was asking GOD. why treat me like that? It's not fair for me.... I beg GOD, pls return for report.. but meanwhile I found that. GOD is fair for everyone! then back to school to finished my study. after 2007 year until now, I feel lucky I'm focus on investing for helping people. even though before 2013 year, I had been losing money on such an investing finance. but I got better skill and experience. now it's stable to earn. but my goal is to earn over 20% of evey months. Luckily, my dream is true and better for sometimes. meanwhile I have been being purchaser for europearn company. from 2007 year until now, I have been to Norway, Sweden, Finland, Denmark, France,Austria,Hungary,Germany,Netherlands, Australia, Malaysia and Singapore. I don't now why i like the life in europe. When i got 3 months business VISA in europe. I was thinking if i met a nice guy, I hope could have a date... even though my workmate Alex, she's italian and introduced her bf's friend from Vienna... but i didn't have that feeling on him. maybe I never feel love... so just thinking man in mind should be ... from 2012 year, I started to learn how to cook by myself. set up a small trading company to learn how to be a boss without any client too... but I don't mind. i just do what i want to do. from 2008 year. I got up when I want to get up. i do most things if i want to do and if i like... so life is too freedom for me.... then I miss the old and busy time...... the 2 bookshelives has English, Norwegian, Spanish, French,Netherlndish. Italian and German... but I still never start to learn it well. now only read finance books. becuase i need it for the way to make my skill better on stock. and I found that my heart is still thinking sth. I can't find it in my room...... I don't need to go to office for work. I can stay everywhere just need internet and tel. then i can solve most of things... so that's why i can stay at home for a whole week don't need to go out only go jogging.... I know this's not good . but i' m fine for these. well maybe that's why i can't get a man. just because my environment... but luckily, i will have trips for sometimes. for some orders,I need to go to another city to check quality... so sometimes I need to stay 2 months in another city of a year... I don't earn much money, life is just ok for myself. so that's why I hope i can have better skill and mind on investing .... I will stay about 3 or 2 months in Norway of this year. if i can't meet you until 35age. it's also ok for me. i can accept this common times which is same for being with me so many years.... Smile to everyone, everyone will be smiling to u. life is so nice, even though without u, I still keep my good mood to live well and enjoy it. but I do make sure of that Having u to be together to share our lives ! I can't tell u how wonderful of that life it will be by simple words... Amazing!!! Don't you want it ??? To be honest, maybe I'm not charming enough to make my interested man has that feeling from so far place throw the sky. anyway, it's me. I'm not perfect. but trying to be better.. I will try to become better not only for u. but also for better of myself. Keep nice looking outside and keep always so good inside. I will show u how nice I feel in my different age. every time I will smile for myself about my improving! I'm stronger then yesterday, at least I really think so. and life is really showing me that too. Amy is not only sunshine. but also the special one forever! maybe i'm too special. so there're less people can understand me. but nobody cares too. the really care is only the person. myself. enjoy every time! I will let my shine to shine all of u ! for nothing, just for confident myself to keep it forever!